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Okay so I know I said I was back then disappeared  for a bit again, but it wasn't my fault. I've been rushing around sorting stuff out with uni and then had my 23rd birthday (damn that makes me feel so old, in my mind I'm still 19) then on the day after my birthday (Friday the 13th oooooooooooo!! lol) it was me and my girlfriend's 50th month anniversary, and yes I am so much of a romantic that I like to do that monthly. Now I should mention I've lived in England the majority of my life, but I've never been to London. So, my girlfriend being the sweetheart that she is, decided as a present for my birthday to take me to London and watch my fir

Hello there dear deviants. Those of you I have missed and those of you who may have missed me (best be loads of you!) :D I've been away for a good half a year or so now, it's been a bumpy ride and it's not yet over. I started university (for the second time) in September, and once again it wasn't without it's setbacks. I had no house to move into because I found out there was one thing wrong with my form when I was an hour away from the house itself (it was a good three and a half hour drive) That put me on the back foot, and it's been the same since then. I've been playing catch up for over half a year which wasn't helped with illnesses ov

Yesterday my mother had to put down the dog I grew up with. He was 6 and a half years old and had had a heart murmur for at least three years. about 4 days ago Sandy lost his appetite and then later lost the ability to walk. My mother rang me at work saying that she had just taken Sandy to the vets to put him down. I still don't think it has hit me yet. I keep expecting to see him around the house, doing his normal annoying getting in the way routine that he had down to a "T". I just wish I could have seen him one last time whilst he was alive. I may be going to see him before he gets cremated yesterday, and I'm not sure whether I should be